Hide n seek

I had my daily horoscope newsletter delivered to my mailbox again yesterday and it said that I would lost something. I am not quite sure if it was because I lost myself that I stayed in the whole Sat, but anyway, I didn't lose anything so I thought that horoscope was bullsh*t.

This morning, when I was searching my whole apartment for a German book, I accidentally found my electronic dictionary which I have been looking for for more than a month. But I still didn't find my German book. A "gain" and a loss, count as "break even". So I was ok.

Later in the evening, I found that I can't find my eyeglasses and the gucci glasses case. I remember I liked them so I hided them somewhere under good protection, but now I can't find them. Then I remembered that I had 2 other nice bras that I also hided and couldn't find them. It is like playing hide-n-seek with myself. I felt kinda pissed coz this count as a "loss", but my optimistic gene told me that I would discover them someday with great suprise as if they were a gift from god. I'm sure everyone has experienced this when they unexpected felt the 10-dollar-bill left in their pocket last summer.

Last summer,,, Oh, last summer! Last summer, I didn't want myself to have this guy all over my mind, so I got his photo+ student card out of my wallet n hided it together with his postcard. But now I totally got over him and wanted to find them out as a sweet memory. Somehow, I never see them again. But I was sure that I can always find them in my memory, with an effortless hide-n-seek.

With my brain, I can never lose anything.